I do

I will always hate myself
For not hating you
Completely and passionately,
Only in pieces of time
And phases
When you left,
Did not apologize,
Misunderstood my silence
For acceptance,
When it really was
Disappointment.
When you said
It won’t happen again
And the loops
Circled infinite times,
Till I stopped …
Stopped to even hate
In pieces.
At last,
something had to stop,
Either the love
Or everything else.
I don’t hate you now,
Not even the tiniest,
But yes,
I will hate myself forever
For not giving you
Your part of hatred.

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